Depression Battle

For the last couple of months, I’ve been battling with depression and it’s been horrible. The weirdest thing is that it hit me every time every month two weeks before my cycle. PMS is enough alone, why depression too? I will never understand. The headaches, bloating, cramps, tender titts, and mood swing need I going…

Battling Weight Gain

I am extremely frustrated with my weight I went from 189 to 312 since I been on medication in 2012. I hate it so much. My doctor always says that it’s better to be mentally healthy then to worry about how much I weigh. When I stopped taking meds my weight dropped tremendously. My medical…

Emotional Support

The struggle is real. I have yet to find a man that will accept me for the way I am. However I did find someone that is ever better. This is Sandy! She has been a blessing in my life. I love her so much. She lick my tears away. She always happy to see…

Building Healthy Relationship

To be honest, I don’t know what I’m doing. My emotions are so numb and I don’t know how I’m suppose to act. I don’t like hugs anymore. I can’t cry when I want to. It makes me uncomfortable when people cry around me. I have no empathy and sympathy for anyone and that really…

Bipolar & Schizoaffective disorder

There are several types of bipolar and related disorders. They may include mania or hypomania and depression. Symptoms can cause unpredictable changes in mood and behavior, resulting in significant distress and difficulty in life. Bipolar I disorder.¬†You’ve had at least one manic episode that may be preceded or followed by hypomanic or major depressive episodes….

Are you Listen? cont.

Since I’ve been diagnosed, I’ve been told that I was crazy. People perspective of me has changed, they look down on me and pity me. People thought I abuse drugs or alcoholism but I didn’t do any of those things. Then I’m that girl in the bubble. I have learned to me push all those…