Bipolar & Schizoaffective disorder

There are several types of bipolar and related disorders. They may include mania or hypomania and depression. Symptoms can cause unpredictable changes in mood and behavior, resulting in significant distress and difficulty in life. Bipolar I disorder. You’ve had at least one manic episode that may be preceded or followed by hypomanic or major depressive episodes….

Are you Listen? cont.

Since I’ve been diagnosed, I’ve been told that I was crazy. People perspective of me has changed, they look down on me and pity me. People thought I abuse drugs or alcoholism but I didn’t do any of those things. Then I’m that girl in the bubble. I have learned to me push all those…

Dear God

“Dear God” is the letter I’ve written to tell God about my day or whatever I was going on in my life. I was so angry, lose and grateful to God so I stop praying and start writing. I wrote a lot while I was depressed and abandon from God. I prayed so hard for…

First time being hospitalized

It was December 2012 at St.Anthony Hospital on the West of Chicago. I remember being so confused. I had a roommate and she was really sick not just the mind but physical. We barely had groups they drug us up and feed us. They realize I was different because I asked questions. Like, what is…

The story of my breaking point

Hi, my name is Collonia Mason and I’m bipolar. I was diagnosed in December 2012. It completely turned my world upside down. I thought my life was over. All my hopes and dreams were put on hold. I remember being so confused. I was looking forward to my dirty thirties. I had plans if u…


When did you first realize something was wrong? What was your breaking point?

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me! Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton